I Wonder...

In primary we are learning the song "When He Comes Again" for our program in October. I love this song and it has inspired me to write a post about things that I wonder because sometimes I wonder weird things. I thought that I would share some of my random thoughts. Maybe I won't be the only one that has such weird thoughts.

1. I wonder where other people are going as they drive down the freeway. I also wonder what their lives are like.

2. I wonder why type of teacher I am going to be. I've always had a support with me in the classroom. Starting Tuesday, I won't have someone with me to keep the students on track.

3. I will admit that I used to wonder if I was a first choice to teach math at Connolly Middle School. However, I don't anymore. I talked to my principal for a short period of time on Thursday and she said that I blew her away in the interview, especially for being a first year teacher. I was confident, I knew what I was talking about, and I did a lot better than most of the people with experience. I now have a little bit more confidence in my abilities. (But only a little.)

4. I wonder what other people's lives are really like. I read blogs often and I can talk to them and they say that everything is going great. Is that true? We are probably only seeing the good parts of their lives. I wonder if their lives aren't as "perfect" as they seem.

5. Sometimes I wonder what type of mom I'll be like and what Josh will be like as a dad. I hate to wait and find out but we are going to since Josh still has to go through school.

6. I wonder how people can be so reliant on their parents when they first get married. For me, it would be way too difficult and I wouldn't feel very independent.

7. I also wonder why people wait like three months to actually blog about their lives. Yeah I understand that you're busy but you can't constantly be going all the time. Take a break, blog (or journal) a little so that way others know that you are not dead. I don't know, maybe I just blog too much.

8. I wonder what my life would be like if I never met Josh. He's the only person that I know that can actually put up with my overreactions. (They happen a lot.) Would I have found someone else or would I still be single?

9. I wonder what it will be like when Christ comes again. For some reason I cannot comprehend what it would be like. I am completely excited, because I will be able to meet him once again but it is hard for me to wrap my brain around the thought the same time.

10. I also wonder if my Heavenly Father and elder brother Jesus Christ are proud of me. I'm sure they are but I know that I can become better. Becoming better is a bit of a struggle for me.

There are more things that I often wonder. These are just a few.